Yesterday was my birthday. I wish it had been better. I received lovely presents from everyone, and a few gag gifts as well. I'm not at all surprised that Mac sent me knickers. It's the type of thing that she would do. And Gin's necklace made me smile, despite what I might have put in my reply to her. I've not received anything from Harry, though considering the dungbomb I dropped on him today, it's not surprising that he forgot. Sleeping in his arms tonight more than makes up for his forgetfulness.
I've decided that I like watching him sleep. All the weight he carries throughout the day fades away at night. He's truly relaxed, which is good.
I love him...
Must consider some sort of revenge against her. Possibly involving her feelings for Neville in some way. Would that be too cruel? Should consult either Ginny or the twins. They would know what to do.
The Chislehurst Caves were delightful, even before the talking and the kissing. The history is so fascinating. I wish we had gotten a chance to see the ghost that is supposed to haunt the puddle.
My cheeks hurt from smiling so much.
It's very early. Or very late, I'm not sure which. I just returned from an unexpected trip to France to search for a peluda. I hope Ginny wasn't too upset when she came by and found no one at home. Her owls really did make it sould like she needed a friend.
I'm having dinner with Harry Wednesday night. Tomorrow? He asked me to wear something I can get dirty in. Where on earth could he be taking me?
Ginny replied to my owl. She was terse in her response, which makes me worry about her. I hope the nightmares haven't returned. Or that Draco hasn't been pratish and did something to upset her.
Maybe I should invite him to the office next time, instead of
I owled Professor Lupin today, about a safehouse to rent. Hopefully the Order has something available. I should also owl Gin, to see how she is doing after Mrs. Tonks, and how bad the fallout from her date was.
It was wonderful, dancing with Harry, being on his arm as he talked to maybe half the people who wanted his attention. The whole night was magical.
Draco and Ginny managed to make it through the whole night without being hexed. Or, at least as long as we were there. I heard a few whispers of shock over the pairing and a cynical comment or two about it being a ploy by Mr. Weasley to gain votes. Which is absolute rubbish, of course.
Daddy and Alora looked happy together. I really must remember to have lunch with her one day soon to get to know her a little better.
But we're only going together because he feels comfortable with me. I can't help but feel a small thrill about it, though.
Draco will be taking Ginny. I don't know what made her change her mind, since at first she asked if I thought she had gone barmy. I hope Harry keeps his temper when he sees them together. For that matter, I hope her whole family does, for both their sakes.
I've moved this journal out from the linen closet to under my knickers. Now that Draco's at Catter's end, I shouldn't have to worry about him snooping.
We actually had a nice dinner for once. It was nice.
And now I'm nervous about the ball.
[Bits of crumpled parchment found scattered about Luna's bedroom.]
Harry,
I'm sorry I made a total arse of
Harry,
Please ignore everything I said last night. I've never considered you to be more than a frie
Harry,
Don't hate me.
[The entire entry is a bit tear stained.]
I made it home. Barely. I was shaking so hard I'm surprised I didn't splinch myself. That would have been the perfect end to the perfect evening, wouldn't it?
I haven't lost my temper like that in a long time. Since after Mummy died, really. But could anyone blame me? Harry and Draco were using me in their petty little fight. Just when I think I'm making headway with Harry, when I think I have a true friend in Draco, they use me like that. How could they?
I feel sick, again. I've already vommed my toenails, I think. There can't be anything left in my stomach.
I'm glad Daddy is out with Medi-Witch Dane tonight. He doesn't need to see me like this. The last time... Well, I'm older now and can deal with my emotions better, surely. Even now the anger has faded and I'm beginning to feel that overwhelming sense of embarrassment. I want to bury my head in the sand, snuggle Artan, and sleep now. A grown girl, needing the comfort of a stuffed bear. If Susan Bones can do it, so can I. For tonight, at least. Tomorrow he'll go back into the chest. After I feel better.
Now, I just want sleep. I have no more tears. I surely can't vomit any more. Tomorrow will be better. What was it that Colin always said? "I'll think about it tomorrow." I don't want to think about it ever again.
I surely blundered up any chance I might have had with him. At the moment I'm not sure that's a bad thing. I still He
Oh! Circe's Tit! I told him I fancied him!
I'm never getting out of bed again. At least then I won't doing anything else to make an arse of myself.
Later:
Was lying in bed, torturing myself over the events of the evening when Draco's words came back to me. Something happened between he and Ginny. He all but said so. And he did something to screw it up. Git. Must go to Catter's End soon to find out exactly what happened.
Draco was attacked by his father. He is recovering nicely, though I do worry about him. He had an odd reaction to the pain potions they gave him.
More interesting was his reaction to Gin. He fancies her I'd wager, though I don't think he even realizes it. He was calling her Vieve and practically purring as she rubbed an ointment on his wounds. And from the way she was blushing at the mention of him without underthings, it's obvious that she'd interested in him as well. Harry and Ronald are going to have a fit.
Ronald was kidnapped and Ginny didn't tell me when I saw her. Harry had to tell me as we went into Knockturn Alley looking for the witch that did it. I worry about him. Harry, that is, and Ronald as well, though Harry more. The way he yelled last night...
I told him about being friends with Draco. I thought the reaction would be better now than months from now. I think I misjudged his feelings towards Draco, though. Harry was livid that I was friends with him. I'm glad I didn't tell him that Draco has been staying at Bendis Crossing. I think that would have sent him over the edge.
Today was spent apparating from Norway to home. Started early this morning, jumped in approx. 300K increments and rested for half an hour between each jump. Entire trip took 18 hours. Am now exhausted. Must arrange for a portkey if I ever need to travel so far again. Damn Dasha for disappearing as soon as I was in Vardo.
At each apparation point, all anyone could talk about was the British Ministry's new initiative. I heard everything from outrage to understanding. Most seemed confused by it all and I soon learned to keep my own voice silent. They heard the accent and decided that I must have inside information. I spent three stops doing nothing but trying to convince others that I was not a Ministry official sent to bribe/coerce/threaten/etc their government into going along with the barmy plan.
The Muggle towns were much better. Many questions were asked about a doctor named Who. I received many odd looks when I asked what type of medicine he practiced. Maybe a famous Muggle? Must ask Hermione when I see her next. Children nattered on about something called a Poke A Man. Possibly a new creature I need to research?
Daddy is very happy to have me home. With all the changes he was anxious about my safety. He swears he will keep me close to home until things settle.
Dear Daddy,
Contrary to the Ministry's pamplet on the area, Siberia is rather lovely once you get used to the isolation. Dasha Chikov, the Minstry Liason assigned to me, still grumbles about the snow every morning and the fact that her tent doesn't have something called Centrifical Heat, which is apparently some bit of tenchology muggles in developed to replace heating charms. Of course, we don't have elek-tri-city to run the machine, but Dasha still complains about the lack.
We're currently in the Byrranga Mountains, overlooking the Kara Sea. I'm sure that this is the perfect spot for capturing evidence of the woaden tetexrin. I, however, am not as confident in the charms that were cast to keep the camera and film warm. Yesterday I checked the equipment and found that the film had developed a solid layer of ice. I defrosted what canisters I could salvage and can only hope that the cold did not do irreparable harm. Arkadiy, our guide on this trip, says that the weather often breaks through even the most powerful of heating charms. I trust his word and sixty years of experience and thank my luck that as of yet my personal heating charms have held up. Just in case, I renew them every evening.
Owl post here is spotty at best, no doubt because the canack family that lives in the mountains has been grabbing owls. Dasha receives the Tiski Tribunal once a week, usually a copy that is at least a week out of date. She obligingly reads the articles aloud for me, as they are inveritably in Russian.
Is it true? Has the Ministry declared that all the Death Eaters were under undue influence and arranged for their release? I find it difficult to imagine that Minister Scrimgeour was taken in by the pleadings of murderers such as the Lestranges. Obviously a kreedle bug must have been placed in his ear, making him believe anything that he is told. I'm sure it would not be hard for a secret supporter of You Know Who to gain access to one. As you yourself told me, He Who Shall Not Be Named and his Death Eaters had a breeding population during the first war.
I must sign off now, as Dasha is calling me to dinner. I hope to return, triumphant, by the end of the month.
Much love,
Luna
